Underdog, Just Look At The Mess You Made!

Hey guys!

Sorry I haven't posted in a while, but I thought it would be good to post now since I'm sat waiting for the bus at Rotherham interchange and it wont be here for another 21 Minutes -__- been waiting since 7:15pm.

Yeah, I finish college at that time on a Tuesday. In other notes, don't you just hate it when you get right cocky chavy girls who just randomly speak to you and take the piss? I mean, I would understand if I was all in black, or in my tartan trousers. But I'm just wearing a pair of faded black jeans. Striped long sleeve top and a coat from BHS. I mean, how is that eveb different?
I just don't get some people, I really don't. Ooh, 19 Minutes left! Thank god for that, can't wait to get home. Kebab to eat aswell, nom.

Today's been good, just really tired, but home time soon so that's good. Chris is still an anoying sod, but eh, what can you do? Been with Leanne, Sam and Jake today, since I have no idea where Aileen and eveyone went. But it was nice to hang with them haha. Sam and Jake took Leanne's fags, so she was following them everywhere. To sat she smokes alot, she only had about 3 today. Which is good cause she usually has about 6 haha...

I think my bus is here! HOOZAH!...Or maybe not. Fucks sake!
Band practice was fun, though cba with it really but was a laugh like usual.

OMFG! I thought I broke a piece of Sonar equipment today during sequencing, I nearly started crying haha go so panicked about it thinking I would have to pay like £1,000. And I coudlnt fix it and then Ian tried and he couldn't fix it either. Omg, it was so bad. But then Andi came in and yanked it out with force, fucks sake. He's a hero of a teacher haha

Love Andi, much better than Dave or Ian. He's actually fun and does have a laugh, unlike the other two.
Oh I had a halloween party! Don't even know if I've told you about it but it was awesome. And Si from college came haha, was good.

11 Minutes for the bus now, yay! Will probably fall asleep on it though lol. Was going to say something and completely forgot...oh well.
Remembered it! I was thinking how much I used to eat at secondary to college now, and that's..

Secondary:
Chrisps,
Chicken burger, chrisps and choc, drink,
Tea.

College:
Bun,
Drink,
Chrisps,
Maybe chicken and chips,
Then tea.

But I'm going to go now lol.
Bye and night haha
Emma xx :)

Oh Make Me Over, I'm All I Wanna Be...

Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a while.

But first off I'm going to have to have a massive fuck off rant, because I hate Lewis's dad so much, and I really do wish that it was Him that died instead of his mum. I don't really give a shit who See's this because he's just been pissing me off.

He's a selfish cunt, who only thinks of himself, he doesn't give a shit about Lewis and even his sister. Cause she's stressed out about her wedding yet he doesn't give a shit, Lew's upset about his mum yet his dad still pisses off to a different country on a 'holiday' for two weeks and hardly leaves him with any money or food in the house.

He's an insensitive bastard and I fucking hate him, WITH A FUCKING VENGEANCE!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCKING WANKER, HE'S SUCH A BASTARDING CUNT, I HATE HIM!!!!

Lewis was supposed to be coming to mine tonight, he had band practice and it finished at 9:00pm. But Lew's dad knew that he was coming to mine, yet he doesn't offer to give him a lift to mine.
So when I asked him if his dad was working the next day he Say's "No" so I was all "Oh right, can't he give you a lift then?" And his reply was "He's had a drink" So I said "Did he know you we're coming to mine tonight?" and Lew said "Yes"...

"YES!!" His dad knew he was coming so he has a drink so he can't take him, so now Lew is waiting at the bus stop in Hillsbrough on his own at 11:18pm at night, where someone got stabbed last month and his dad doesn't give two shit's if his son is okay and if he got stabbed he wouldn't give a fucking shit.

I mean, what kind of parent is that?! Wanker, I fucking hate him! And it pisses me off how everyone thinks he's a saint still, Lew's all "Oh he's my dad" If he was my fucking dad and he did that I wouldn't want anything to do with him. C.U.N.T!!

But yeah, that's my rant over because I'm happy now xD

College has been great this week, many laugh's been shared. Then on Wednesday I went to school to help out in woodwork with Mr Williams cause this chick needs extra help cause she turned up halfway through the year, she's nice though. Lovely person but very shy :)

Thursday caught the bus from Handsworth to Dinnington to spend time with my Nanan and Granddad which was wonderful. Had a really nice time and will be doing it again next week also :) I love my Nan and Granddad so much, words just can't describe. There so sweet and lovely, don't know what I'd do without them :)

Then on the same day we went to Bonfire night at Bev's which was okay until Sam's mates came over who we're complete assholes. I was being nice to them and everything! Saying Hello and the lot yet they just ignored it and ignored me for that matter so they can do one. Whores.

Then finally, today me and mum went to see the film Contagion which was awesome by the way. It makes you think though, it's one of those thinking films, yet it was good and would go and see/watch it again, but I don't know if I would buy it on DVD. But it was nice to spend time with my mum :)
There was an advert for a new film with Johnny Depp in called The Rum Diary, and omg it looks piss funny xD Really need to go and see that when it comes out.

And now Lewis is finally at our house, since his dad was a bastard. He's pissed me off a right load. Dickhead. We are now sat downstairs watching Oceans Eleven, but it's a bit shit if you ask me. But then again, I haven't watched it from the beginning and only halfway through. So I have no idea what is happening right now.

Oh speaking of which, in that new Johnny Depp film, there looks like there's a rather sexy sex scene in it hehe...What? A girls got to have a mind. Plus I am 17, nearly 18 haha.

Night all!
Emma xx