Lately, I've Been Thinking About Someone...

Hellooooooooo! :D 

Alex is showing the right mood I'm in right now haha.

So I have quite a bit of stuff to tell you, and guess who it's about haha. God I would be sooo fucked if he read all these haha But I guess I need to catch you guys up haha 

Tuesday 27th March 2012

So on Tuesday it was the last day of college before we all split up for the Easter Holidays, and it went...well, it went wonderful actually, and been even better since! Haha. 

Since there was no Rockschool to do and we had no work to actually do, Dave let us all get into bands and shit, well if we wanted to. Which felt like it lasted for a good two hours haha. But I couldn't be assed to do anything so I just laid on the floor for a while. I was really comfy but then Jake and Sam decided to walk in, and Sam pretended to kick my head, but didn't haha. Then I was all comfy, and I could see like shadows above me but didn't think it of anything. Then suddenly Sam grabbed my wrists and Jake had my ankles and they decided to give me a leg-and-a-wing cause there cunts like that xD

Then  they we're all, "Oh Emma, come here. Come sit with us" And laughing, and I didn't trust them, but I went in the end and then sat next to Sam and chilled. The he started poking my leggings cause they were gold and he prodded me with a drumstick, which then caused me a bruise later, and I still have the fucker haha. 

Then later on, Alex and I started to walk somewhere for our break cause he wanted to talk about his relationship, by which I gave wonderful advise on haha. Then, Sam and Jake tagged along and we just ended up sitting on these rock things for a while and talked about all sorts xD 

Then at the end of the day, there was Sam, Simon, Jake and I. Then Jake went, so there was only us three left. I remember getting something out my bag but can't remember what it was lol. So I got a load of stuff out including a book called 'Drummer' that Sam decided to nick and prat about with and wouldn't give it me back. Then started saying stuff like "It's really called Bummer ain't it Emma? That's what it's called, You're a bummer right?" -.-"

So we started arguing cause I was trying to get it back and he leaned over so I had to like, really lean to get it back. Then I gave up in the end and I just decided to rest my head on his shoulder and then he rested his head on mine. It was lovely :') Then his dad came to pick him up, and he gave me a cuddle and I was like buried in his chest lol And his dad kept looking at me from the car. Then he put thumbs up as he usually does, so I stuck middle finger up at him and he just laughed then waved haha. 

Then he messaged me as soon as he got in the car on fb, saying that he wanted his book back :( Then we just ended up speaking to each other till 3am :') 

Saturday 31st March 2012

Recently through that time space of days, he gave me his phone number, which I may add. That I fucking died sooo fucking much haha. So been texting him :') 

Oh went to this Battle Of The Band thing in Rotherham, where a load of people from college we're playing so Rachel and I went a long and Billups. To support them all :D OMFG Rachel said something about Sam when he was on stage sooo fucking loud, that people who we're sat round me, turned round and grinned. Then turned round and his dad was fucking looking at me -.-2 Yeah, just gonna take it that he knows I fancy his son like fuck haha 

Yeah, so he kept poking me when he was sat next to me, and when he was sat behind me he kept putting his can of coke on my leg and asking if it was cold haha. But it all went good in the end and really enjoyed it and everyone did wonderful. Apart from someone on our course blowing up the speakers -.- Trust us lot to do something like that haha. 

But got three hugs at the end of the day so I ain't complaining and he was asking for them, so BOOOOOOOM! Haha, got a cuddle into his chest then another like deep in his neck, mmm was warm and smelt lovely haha. Then he was texting me saying that he didn't get a hug and stuff haha. 

On the same day, cause I had to go and be home for 6:00pm cause I was sleeping at Sam and Charlie's. OMFG they are sooo annoying when they find stuff out haha. Was texting Sam all night and they we're both "JUST TELL HIM!" and "TEXT UPDATE!" So they sat reading the texts so they could see where I was, then somehow Jake found out that I liked Sam. So I was playing dumb and he just went "Emma, please I know. It's clear" -.-" 

So in the end...I told Sam that I liked him. And he text back, quite sometime after saying "It wasn't that bad was it? And anyway, what's to say I don't like you? :) xxx" :D I died haha, so yeah haha. Then was talking to Jake and he sent a message back saying something like "Sam just told me he said yes to me asking if he liked you" Soooo pretty happy haha. 

Aww he sent me a text this morning saying, "Morning :) xx" Boom made my day, been speaking to him since...11:00am all the way up tp now which is 11:00pm haha. So basically all day through texts :') Happy happy happy! 

I have honestly done nothing for the past month but fucking smile, laugh and giggle. It's truly the best feeling in the world! And I'm so happy that I feel like this because it's WONDERFUL! I haven't felt like this in a while and I definitively haven't felt this happy. I LOVE IT!! Haha :')

I dunno what else I can say, apart from I'm going to the caravan with Aileen tomorrow till Thursday, got the party on Saturday and maybe Sam might be coming haha, Jake may drag him along. Also Might be seeing Sam on Friday but I have no idea yet, still planning that one haha. Ville explains how I feel right now haha, and also the one of Barney dancing :') 

So yeah, probably won't be a post for a while, till after the party probably ;) So I guess I'll let you know what happens then haha. Sooo gonna be fucking late tomorrow and fuck no's how I'm going to get to Doncaster in time for 12:00am haha, well Pm xD

Night All!!! :D xxx

Your Love Alone, Is Not Enough, Not Enough, Not Enoughhhhh!

My fucking mood right now....

I have just possibly had the greatest day on earth, in all it's history at college haha. It was just...magnificent. Haha though I probably should tell you what happened throughout the week before this one lol. Cause I do mean to write that stuff in, but never do. 


So on....


Saturday 24th March 2012


A load of us decided to go on a walk since it was such a nice and wonderful day <3 It's been fucking sunny recently and it's been lovely, really enjoyed it :') But yeah, there was...
Me, Jess, Balf, Lennod, Bridie, Linzi, Cam, Matt and Conor. I think that's it, and we all met at Junction and decided to go on a walk to Rother Vally, since we usually do when it's a nice sunny day.

I will get this post wrote, I keep putting it off to talk to people! God damn it haha 


Have a pic of us all sat on a slide, trying not to fall or should I say slide down then thing (What she said) It was a fun day and I really enjoyed it. Just chilling out in the sun with mates and just having a laugh haha. OMFG Cam stole my phone whilst I was talking to Sam on fb and he sent him a message saying "Suck ma nipples, plz" GOD he's such a fucking wanker haha. Chased him round for ages until I stole it back. 


Then him and Balf decided to steal my coke and throw it into the fucking river thing. Bastards haha. But I think everyone is fine with each other now, as there was some fall out between Balf and people like Cam, Birdy and Roey. But all is sorted now...I think, and hope. 

Have another photo of us all sat on the slide, and being squashed and trying not to fall off haha :')

And now I shall tell you what happened throughout the week, or last week at college before we split up from college for 2 weeks off for Easter. Boom!

Monday 26th March 2012

I WILL FINISH WRITING THIS FUCKING BLOG POST! TAKEN ME 4 DAY'S ALREADY!! ARGHHHHHH

But yeah, on Monday if I can remember. I was the only bloody chick on the course there out of 9 guys, since Aileen was ill, Nat just didn't show up. And Leanne, well...Don't really think she's coming back at all, for reasons. 

But yeah, I was the only one there and it was a good day, can't remember what really happened apart from that. Oh yeah, David and I walked to the park with Sam and Jake but they didn't stay cause there boring haha. Though I ran all the way to this MASSIVE slide, to find out that the step was too fucking high for me to get onto.

So after David finished his fucking laughing fit about my smallness, he gave me a leg up to the first step. But then I couldn't get on the next one, so he started laughing again and in the end he had to take me and his guitar all the way to the top, for me to then say that I didn't want to go on it, cause it was too high.

So in the end he decided to go down the top slide and I jumped down to go down the little slide haha. Then we went on these things and showed all the little kids up cause we we're awesome music students and played perfect music on them. Then he made a joke about me going down this baby slide, so I did. It wasn't too high haha. Then we went on the swings and stayed on them for like 30 min talking about my undying love for Sam haha. And how I would know that it's getting somewhere in life. 

Though I couldn't get off the swing and David had to stop it and grab me off cause my feet didn't touch the floor haha I fail at life. Then we sat on these spider web things and chilled until we caught the bus back. Was a good day haha. 

Though I'm off to bed, as I'm tired and I have people to text ;) I shall write more about the week tomorrow as I won't be able to from Monday onwards until Thursday haha. 

NIIIIIIGHTTTTTTTTTTT xx

Starships We're Meant To Fly, Hand's Up And Touch The Sky

Hey guys!...Look at that sexy motherfucker at the top of the post! It's Ville Valo. I'd fuck him any day haha....OOFT 

How is everyone this fine evening? I don't even know why I ask cause I know hardly any people read this thing haha. I mean, what's really that interesting about it? It's just about a chick, who talks about her sexual fantasies, a dude she has a bad crush on at college, and the amount of parties she goes to and gets absolutely wasted off her face?...

What's not to love about this damn thing!? Haha

So I need to tell you a few things, so this will be a really big post haha. So for starters..

Saturday 10th March 2012

This was fucking ages ago I know, but I never talked about it haha. It was when Jess had her birthday party at Linzi's and it fucking rocked, and before I split up with Lewis LOL. But it was fucking awesome and I just drank Sourz all night which is just basically stuff for shots, so I kind of got a bit drunk. But not badly drunk I don't think haha. But worse than tipsy, but not fucking smashed like at Cam's. Cause I was fucked at that party xD

But yeah, it was fucking awesome and I had a really great time. Roey and I just ended up playing Just Dance all night cause we're awesome and I can't remember if he slept over or not. But I remember sharing Linzi's mum and dad's bed with Lennod and Cameron. At least I think it was lennod, and Jess slept on the floor with someone else but I can't remember who it was either xD I have a video of Roey and I dancing, but it's probably tilted and shit haha.

So that video right there! Took the absolute PISS to upload. Had to go all through youtube to do it and nearly waited 2 fucking hours so I hope you all appreciate it haha. But it's so funny and Conor is just hilarious xD But it was a great night and really enjoyed it, there was some crying and some fighting but they got sorted out in the end. Even Conor felt better the morning after xD OMFG...

"Bitches love cheese on toast!" <--- Forgot to mention it on the last post haha

Which then brings me up to the start of this week which is...

Monday 19th March 2012

I don't even know if I can remember that far back actually haha, I remember buying lollies for everyone and no I actually don't know but I know it was a good day and I do remember that Sam was wearing Red jeans so it's all gravy...NO! They were Green jeans...I think. Oh I don't fucking no! haha But he looked sexy and that's something I DO remember haha. Oh! I do remember something, Sam stole my beanie and wouldn't give it me back and kept it between his legs >.< Bastard, I would of gone for it but it was too much effort, might do next time though haha

Tuesday 20th March 2012

On Tuesday we were at college again, and I honestly do remember that fucking day because it was fucking awesome! Haha I can't remember what lessons I had though, well, not all of the fuckers haha. I know I had Rockschool in the morning for ages! I'll just tell you all the good parts haha...

In Sonar Kept getting stared at and I stared back but also we talked more today than usual so it was all cool haha. Though Nat didn't like that Aileen and I were talking to Sam and Jake, but she can suck my fucking balls with her fucking death glares. Cunt!
Hahaha Tom and I were sat singing It Won't Suck Itself by Steel Panther, cause were just that awesome and cool haha.

Yeah, then later on in the day we were in Jame's lesson and  Aileen and I were talking to Sam and Jake and Nat didn't like it, clearly. But meh haha, was a laugh, then Alex decided to fucking send me a load of G's in comments on fb >.< then Jake sent me a load of A's in the messages and then Sam started so in the end all fucking four computers crashed >.< Bastards.

Then Sam and I were laughing at each other cause we had these lollies and our tongues were different colours, cause we have no life. Then everyone went and there was only Aileen, Sam and I left and we had to speak to James for a bit. And I could feel him staring at me at the table which just made me go all red. Oh! Forgot to say haha.

Was sat on Aileen's knee before all this and Sam kept piking me in my said cause I made this weird noise, then he put both of his hands round my waist and squeezed them till I started laughing. Oh sweet Jesus it was so fucking nice haha. Damn.

Then everyone left like I said so Aileen, Sam and I decided to just walk back to to college and wait outside for band practise to start. So there was Aileen, then Me and then Sam sat in this corner so then he crossed his arms and decided to poke me, so we started having this poking war between each other and he kept laughing saying I had a man chuckle so I told him he laughed like a girl. Which is true, but it's so cute haha.

Then Tom came upstairs and started to join in so I got my sticks and sat in a corner defending myself with them, and then they started poking me more, so I just Poked them back with sticks haha. I whacked them on the knee as well I think, causing pain and swearing from both of the boys xD Was funny lol

Sam decided to steal my stick, so I pressed my leg onto his and tried to get it back, which he was strangely surprised by my strength haha. Oh my legs are thicker than his, took me a while to figure out why, but it's cause I play the drums haha. Yeah, I got it off him in the end up kind of ended up on top of him a little bit :/ ... ;)

Been talking to him for the past 3 days on facebook for like 3 hours straight, trying to help him find some yellow skinnies haha, see my kind of guy haha. If he every saw this I would be soooo fucked xD
Yeah, he's a convo we had that he can't just take it  in a "Just friends" way, or it might just be me haha
Sam: Wuu2? :)
Emma: Just making some gingerbread men haha, wbu? :)
Sam: :O I want some gingerbread men!! :(
Emma: I'd give you some but youre not here, so you can't have any :) x
Sam: Well...I guess you shall have to deliver them to me then ;) x

I'm sorry but how is that just a normal friend convo, right there?! It's fucking not! Haha died and caved in lol

 

Hehe, but yeah, I got them back in the end and we all agreed that it wasn't going to work haha. Then had to go to practise and I was about to walk out the room when Sam went "Emma!" So I turned round and asked what and he just went "Can I have a hug?" I fucking died and I'm sure my face when bright fucking red haha. But I gave him a hug and it was a fucking proper one, not a one armed one but both arms round each other, and his face was buried in my neck and mine was in his haha. Was lovely :') Hehehehehe

 

Didn't get a hug off him or saw him at the end of the day as Nat dragged him off probably haha. So that was my week at college :'3

 

 

MISSON ACCOMPLISHED!

Night fuckers! I'll tell you more about my week tomorrow haha

 

I GOT A HANGOVER, WOAHHHH!! Post 30!!!

So this is my mood right now, haha I decided that I would post something since it's the 30th post...damn haha And also that I have some stuff to tell you, but I'm going to do it quick cause I cba to type it all out. I may type some stuff though if I can't find the gif for it haha.

Okay, starting with College 5/3/12

Don't think I can really remember much from Monday at college, haha Oh yeah I do. Sam kept staring at me, and I wore make up that day as well, cause Lew had done my head in, so I decided to doll myself up for once in my life. So yeah, Sam kept looking at me and I was all...

Then at the end of the day we were all sat in the common room just chatting until Nat decided to pop up the question about masturbation, so she was asking all the chicks there. ..Which consisted of Aileen and Myself cause Leanne had ran off home. So Aileen didn't say anything and I was trying so hard not to say anything but my face went all red and Sam was just sat there staring at me. And I was all...

So yeah...that secret kind of got out :/ haha So pretty much nearly everyone on my class knows I um..huh, yeah xD Though hopefully he hasn't realised that I kind of like him a little, yet...or he might of thanks to Aileen >.< But I love her to pieces <3

Tuesday 6/3/12

Was early for college for once as bus came like 15 min early so when I got to college there was only Nat and Sam sat near the library, so I sat down on the step next to him and well just chilled, then Nat wanted me to go with her to the classroom, so she was all

"Emma, come with me" So I stood up and Sam went,

"No, stay with me" And it went back and fourth like that for a bit until he said something about his green jeans so I stayed with him haha and Nat walked off.

OH MY FUCKING DAYS! HE LOOKED SO SEXY ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY!! Just thought I would get that off my chest, I was like...

I'd do more than fucking love him ;) Ehem...sorry about that. Anyways! Yeah so I stayed with him but it was awkward as fuck haha, but nice awkward.

Oh we decided to see if I could fit into Mitchell's guitar bag at college, so they opened it up and I just scrunched myself up inside it and then they zipped it up, and I could fit inside! I am so proud haha I'll try and get a pic off someone haha.

Had Sonar, Aileen and Alex decided to play a game of see how far you could push Emma on a spinny chair. Kept getting stared at by Sam in Rockschool in the morning, we swapped seats haha. SEXUAL TENSION, WE CAN BOTH FEEL IT!!!! Sorry, it was appropriate and I'm listening to Steel Panther haha.

It's probably all just in my head really haha, but when he Say's "Dirty Bitch" Oh sweet Jesus...I "cave in" big time..as Aileen would call it haha. But anyways, I found out what band I'm in for our Current Event's project and I'm with fucking Kriss! >.< Bollocks



 I'm also with John, Mitchell and Tyler but Ty is never here so James will fill in for us. I love John he's a babe, Mitch is okay he's just big headed and wants to do everything his way. fuck no's how he's going to be a Session Musician haha. But he threw a paddy and ended up getting kicked out by Dave where everyone shat themselves thinking they were going to die haha. It was so scary, but he was a;; "I've already been with all them" and getting all mardy and I was like...

Ahahaha I got a hug off Sam at the end of the say and it was like a one armed hug, but I was like really in his chest and he felt wonderful haha I was all...

Wednesday 7/3/12

Had band practice in Rotherham with Aileen and David, which was good but we kind of failed cause we didn't know anything really and it all just disappeared. Kriss was there again like he always is, fucking everything up...cunt...

How we all were on that day, then went back to Aileen's cause I slept over and it was just such a laugh haha. Pretty much ended up about Sam, how I kinda decided that Andy Sixx was OKAY (only okay) without make-up and just how awesome Aileen's mum is haha She's a babe. Everyone in her family is, and I am truly happy that I have found her as a friend, don't know what I would do without her haha :')

That gif explains how Aileen and I dance at college haha. We then ended up going to see Harry's band play who were fucking awesome, then he came back to Aileen's with us and we just sat and watched music for a bit. And Aileen's mate Jay came, then Harry went later on cause he had work, only realising that he had keft his bus pass. Haha then I watched Saw whilst Aileen fell asleep ang laughed whilst in sleeping haha. Don't know why I didn't watch it before, I really don't haha.

Lol Harry came in the morning to collect his pass and we were all cuddled up in bed haha.
"And the little one said"..."Good morning!"...I fail at life in the morning haha. Then took a walk to asda and saw Jake so was speaking to him for ages and then I ended up coming home.

Friday 9/3/12

Which takes me to my where abouts now, because I told my mum and dad that my phone was going to die and I couldn't call, said I would be home in the afternoon. But didn't get home till 9:00pm at night, so they were soooooo pissed off when I walked through the door, that pissed that dad had called around everyone who then called everyone else, he was nearly crying and he didn't want to speak to me and told me to get upstairs. And he had to call the police back because he had called them and reported me as a missing person....FUUUCKKKK.

So I wasn't aloud to go out with Jess for her birthday meal tonight, and I'm grounded for all of next week. BUT! I may have gotten round my mum and dad to let me go to a party tomorrow so it's all gravy! :D

So all should be fine and I'm in a happy mood, had a great week with EVERYONE!! Haha
Byeeee xxx

Here, have some songs

Here have some videos that were taken from college yesterday at our performance. 

We all got put into three groups and we had to make an original song up and we had to do a cover also. The project was on the theme of love and our last one was punk, the order of people are..


First Video:
John - Vocals
Mitchell - Guitar
Tom - Bass
Sam - Drums
Me - Drums


Second Video:
Aileen - Vocals
Sam - Guitar
Simon - Guitar
Leanne - Drums

Third Video:
Natalie - Vocals
David - Guitar
Kriss - Guitar
Alex - Bass
Jake - Drums

If You Want Me, The Cherry On Top (Dirty Bitch)

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

I'm in a really good mood and it's all thanks to college. To say that I complain about going (and I'm only there 2 days a week) I don't know why cause I love it afterwards. It's always a bloody laugh, even when Jake and Sam decide to gang up on me >.< Oh yeah, the thing at the top is what Jake put on FB to describe us all from today haha
But yeah, we had our performance today which went okay actually, to say that I had hardly practised it at all haha. I did have some mistakes but they weren't noticeable, unless you're a drummer. But it went good, everyone else did wonderful too, and I love every single one of them...well...there is Kriss. I feel bad about saying that now, but he is fucking annoying as hell! I can't remember what I was on about now...

So yeah, each band did their performance and then we had one more lesson which was James's then we got to go home at 2:00pm instead of 7:00pm at night! Winning!
But we didn't go home and ended up staying for another 3 hours at college till 5:00pm haha.

We talked about....Sex, cock, fage, virgins, ass, music, bands, that's what she said, dirty bitch, dirty bastard and a load of other crap haha We're a strange lot. It's become my name at college to be called Dirty Bitch...not in that way. But simply because everything anyone says I take it in a wrong way and say...

"THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!!"


OMFG! Nat did the best one ever today, she was trying to understand where the cable goes on the speakers so she said "What hole does it go in? Cause there's three and I don't know where it goes!?" So I was about to say something and mate Sam goes "Don't!" But I couldn't resist that and just had to say "That's what she said!" Really loud haha, then got called a Dirty Bitch...again ;)

Then we just ended up going into the common room and chilling for like 3 hours, there was...Me, Aileen, Harry, Sam, Mitch, Jake, Leanne, Nat and Callum. I don't even remember what we did for that long, just sat and talked about random crap...and Leanne's shoe. OMFG That shoe was horrible, Sam decided to shove it in people's faces cause he's charming like that. Fucking smelt fresh >.<

I was sat in the chair, then went to the loo. Aileen nicked it, so I sat with her, then I ended up on the floor, then on a stool, then on the couch with Sam and Mitch then he moved and then I ended up sharing the couch with Sam. Which then we decided to play a game with Nat to see how many Midget Gems (Understatement of the fucking year) we could both throw into her top haha. Then me and Leanne had a lovely convo about camping and bribed everyone to go camping...well nearly everyone haha.

Then it died down a bit and Mitch fell asleep so he got the shoe in his face, so did Aileen and I. It was fucking fresh >.< But yeah Aileen fell asleep, Mitch fell asleep but then moved, then Sam laid on one end of the couch, and I laid on the other side and I kinda drifted of as he played with the games on my phone haha.

                                       

But also  in the space of that day, I got shoved into an elevator, booted with a guitar case constantly, picked up, beanie stolen, forgot the beanie then walked up the stairs and Tom saved it and I gave him a big cuddle since he saved me purple child. Got called a Dirty Bitch constantly. Oh! I went to kick Sam and booted the wall instead, since I was walking down the stairs earlier before that and he nudged behind my knee with his foot and I nearly fell down the stairs. And something happened with some parts of a drum kit but I can't remember haha.

Then we all ended up going home and I admitted something to Jess and Aileen...Balls. I might tell you about that another day. Oh yeah, Aileen and David nearly pissed themselves cause I snorted when I laughed >.<

JUST A SMALL TOWN GIRL, LIVING IN A LONELY WORLD!!! DON'T STOP BELIEVEIN'!!!

Sorry just had a random singing moment then, but yeah we all just ended up packing up at 5:00pm then going home, everyone giving everyone that was there triple hugs. Since we said we were going then we didn't so it was just a circle of hugs haha. We're like a giant family and I love them all.

Also! I got invited to go to this place on Friday night with everyone from college but I can't cause I've already invited Jess and Lennod to sleep and have a girly night, though it wouldn't of been so bad to see a certain someone ;) and some friends haha :) Love them all so much, they never fail to put a smile on my face. And I know it sounds mean towards my old friends and don't get me wrong, I love all of them to death. But since I've found people who love the same things as me and just music in general, it's a wonderful feeling to know each and everyone of them. I am so happy I travel all that way to that specific college, because I would of never met some of the most wonderful, kind, smart, cheerful and funny people in my life :') <3

                                      

Night all x

Underdog, Just Look At The Mess You Made!

Hey guys!

Sorry I haven't posted in a while, but I thought it would be good to post now since I'm sat waiting for the bus at Rotherham interchange and it wont be here for another 21 Minutes -__- been waiting since 7:15pm.

Yeah, I finish college at that time on a Tuesday. In other notes, don't you just hate it when you get right cocky chavy girls who just randomly speak to you and take the piss? I mean, I would understand if I was all in black, or in my tartan trousers. But I'm just wearing a pair of faded black jeans. Striped long sleeve top and a coat from BHS. I mean, how is that eveb different?
I just don't get some people, I really don't. Ooh, 19 Minutes left! Thank god for that, can't wait to get home. Kebab to eat aswell, nom.

Today's been good, just really tired, but home time soon so that's good. Chris is still an anoying sod, but eh, what can you do? Been with Leanne, Sam and Jake today, since I have no idea where Aileen and eveyone went. But it was nice to hang with them haha. Sam and Jake took Leanne's fags, so she was following them everywhere. To sat she smokes alot, she only had about 3 today. Which is good cause she usually has about 6 haha...

I think my bus is here! HOOZAH!...Or maybe not. Fucks sake!
Band practice was fun, though cba with it really but was a laugh like usual.

OMFG! I thought I broke a piece of Sonar equipment today during sequencing, I nearly started crying haha go so panicked about it thinking I would have to pay like £1,000. And I coudlnt fix it and then Ian tried and he couldn't fix it either. Omg, it was so bad. But then Andi came in and yanked it out with force, fucks sake. He's a hero of a teacher haha

Love Andi, much better than Dave or Ian. He's actually fun and does have a laugh, unlike the other two.
Oh I had a halloween party! Don't even know if I've told you about it but it was awesome. And Si from college came haha, was good.

11 Minutes for the bus now, yay! Will probably fall asleep on it though lol. Was going to say something and completely forgot...oh well.
Remembered it! I was thinking how much I used to eat at secondary to college now, and that's..

Secondary:
Chrisps,
Chicken burger, chrisps and choc, drink,
Tea.

College:
Bun,
Drink,
Chrisps,
Maybe chicken and chips,
Then tea.

But I'm going to go now lol.
Bye and night haha
Emma xx :)

Oh Make Me Over, I'm All I Wanna Be...

Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a while.

But first off I'm going to have to have a massive fuck off rant, because I hate Lewis's dad so much, and I really do wish that it was Him that died instead of his mum. I don't really give a shit who See's this because he's just been pissing me off.

He's a selfish cunt, who only thinks of himself, he doesn't give a shit about Lewis and even his sister. Cause she's stressed out about her wedding yet he doesn't give a shit, Lew's upset about his mum yet his dad still pisses off to a different country on a 'holiday' for two weeks and hardly leaves him with any money or food in the house.

He's an insensitive bastard and I fucking hate him, WITH A FUCKING VENGEANCE!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCKING WANKER, HE'S SUCH A BASTARDING CUNT, I HATE HIM!!!!

Lewis was supposed to be coming to mine tonight, he had band practice and it finished at 9:00pm. But Lew's dad knew that he was coming to mine, yet he doesn't offer to give him a lift to mine.
So when I asked him if his dad was working the next day he Say's "No" so I was all "Oh right, can't he give you a lift then?" And his reply was "He's had a drink" So I said "Did he know you we're coming to mine tonight?" and Lew said "Yes"...

"YES!!" His dad knew he was coming so he has a drink so he can't take him, so now Lew is waiting at the bus stop in Hillsbrough on his own at 11:18pm at night, where someone got stabbed last month and his dad doesn't give two shit's if his son is okay and if he got stabbed he wouldn't give a fucking shit.

I mean, what kind of parent is that?! Wanker, I fucking hate him! And it pisses me off how everyone thinks he's a saint still, Lew's all "Oh he's my dad" If he was my fucking dad and he did that I wouldn't want anything to do with him. C.U.N.T!!

But yeah, that's my rant over because I'm happy now xD

College has been great this week, many laugh's been shared. Then on Wednesday I went to school to help out in woodwork with Mr Williams cause this chick needs extra help cause she turned up halfway through the year, she's nice though. Lovely person but very shy :)

Thursday caught the bus from Handsworth to Dinnington to spend time with my Nanan and Granddad which was wonderful. Had a really nice time and will be doing it again next week also :) I love my Nan and Granddad so much, words just can't describe. There so sweet and lovely, don't know what I'd do without them :)

Then on the same day we went to Bonfire night at Bev's which was okay until Sam's mates came over who we're complete assholes. I was being nice to them and everything! Saying Hello and the lot yet they just ignored it and ignored me for that matter so they can do one. Whores.

Then finally, today me and mum went to see the film Contagion which was awesome by the way. It makes you think though, it's one of those thinking films, yet it was good and would go and see/watch it again, but I don't know if I would buy it on DVD. But it was nice to spend time with my mum :)
There was an advert for a new film with Johnny Depp in called The Rum Diary, and omg it looks piss funny xD Really need to go and see that when it comes out.

And now Lewis is finally at our house, since his dad was a bastard. He's pissed me off a right load. Dickhead. We are now sat downstairs watching Oceans Eleven, but it's a bit shit if you ask me. But then again, I haven't watched it from the beginning and only halfway through. So I have no idea what is happening right now.

Oh speaking of which, in that new Johnny Depp film, there looks like there's a rather sexy sex scene in it hehe...What? A girls got to have a mind. Plus I am 17, nearly 18 haha.

Night all!
Emma xx

Let's live tonight like our last

Oh hey guys!

How are we all tonight?...Good I hope.

Today's been okay, just been a sleepy start haha. Was at college from 9am till 4pm today, which wasn't that bad. Though got it tomorrow from 9am till 7:30pm...Damn! I know right? Haha.

But yeah, it's been okay, got a new guy in our class called Tyler, who was on the Level 3/Music Tech course I think, but got moved down cause he was late all the time haha. He seems cool, just need to talk to him more I guess.

I need to get on the drums more too, I feel so ashamed! I've been on the drums, but not been on my actual drum in about 3 months. I feel so bad, it's just sitting there like 'Play Me!' I'm starting to think that I may be going out of it, I bloody hope I'm not but I'm not sure :/ Mmmm? *Sits in the corner and cries over drum kit*

There's this guy on my course and I know he possibly has problems like ADHD, but OMFG! He's so bloody annoying. You're sat in a class talking about music, and he will go completely off subject and talk about random shit like world war 2 or something and it's like.
"Dude! How is that relevant?!"  FFS he's so annoying.

Then today, he was all oh I can do tattooing and got 5 people lined up for tatts, so I just nicely asked does he have a Health & Safety thing. And he just went,
Kris: "No, but you don't need one anyways" ... O.O? <---Me
Me: "Dude, you do. What about all the needles and shit?"
Kris: "Most of the tattooists I know don't have Health & Safety"
Me: "Well there all illegal then, ain't they?"

Oh ffs, he was so annoying.

But other than that, the day has been good. On last Saturday I went to the pics with Jess and Lewis to see The Three Musketeers. Was an awesome film by the way, and just a general laugh to hang out with the best friend and boyfriend. Then on Sunday went to a party at one of Lewis's mates called Joel. Was okay, but filled with chavs everywhere, and I just felt sorry for Joel cause he tried to keep everything in order, plus it was his Granddad's and Nanan's house. Bless him, he's such a nice guy bless him haha.

But then me and Lew and some of his mates just walked off to the graveyard cause the cops ended up coming to the party over a noise complaint. So I got to know some people a bit better and made some new friends.
Was really nice.

But now I'm off to try and write some more chapters of my Winter Kiss story, and hopefully I shall get past this writers block haha.

Goodnight all, talk soon!
Love you all,
Emma xx

You need me man, I don't need you

Hey guys,

How are we all today?

Today has been a great day if I'm honest. Everyday is a great day when I'm at College, I bloody love it! <3
The best parts of the day have had to be Band Practice and the Dinner Jam haha.

It's been such a laugh with just everything. "That's what she said" Indeed.
The band ( Aileen, Alex, David and I) have been playing American Idiot by Green Day and Hanging By The Telephone by Blondie, constantly! But it's been good :D

At first I couldn't really be assed to do practice, simply cause I'm a lazy fucker. But once you get into it, it's wonderful haha. Much better I think, than the actual band I'm in right now (I know that sounds god awful!) But it's because we have actually managed to write a song in the space of an hour. Which I just find amazing, since I've been trying to get the band I'm in right now to help out with wiring music and there just like "Meh, we'll just do covers"
Yet the lead singer of the band thinks he's going to be able to go on tour just doing every one's covers? Don't think so mate.

Don't get me wrong, I do like the band I'm in, but recently I've been thinking if it's going downhill a little, you know?








Clearly Alex does not! Haha

I'm fucking loving College, I love the people on the course and in the class, there all lovely. Fact, college is much better than School, more calmer and just more awesome. You get people on you're course who actually give a shit in what they want to achieve, what they do in life. Plus they love the things that you love, I have now more people to go to gigs with, hand about, have a jam session and so on! IT'S WONDERFUL haha

So yeah, about the Dinner Jam. Basically all the people in my course always just sit in the reception, pull all the chairs together in a circle round this table and this guy called Mitchell gets out his guitar and starts to play a song, and we all sit and just jam, sing and sway to the music.
Though today Leanne and I decided that it would be cool if Mitchell started playing Wonderwall by Oasis, then Aileen joined in, then Natalie, then Leanne and I and so forth. So that's what we did, the song gradually getting louder. Was fucking awesome, bloody loved it.
Oh then there was this guy sat on his own on the next small table with his guitar, so we told him to come over and he just joined in playing and singing Wonderwall, he was on Level 3 above us, was such a lovely guy. Named Danny Taylor lol. The everyone after was like...

Loved it, so I recorded it and here it is...(If it works)

College Sing Along - Wonderwall by Oasis <--- Click it, the song should play straight away, scroll down to the bottom of the page!

Then at band practice, we used the lyrics that I had half written, then Aileen and I sat down together and wrote more lyrics up for it, and so far we have Verse 1, Chours and Verse 2 which I think is pretty awesome! Whilst Alex and David created the guitar and bass music :P Just need to ass drums to it now and we're all sorted. Still can't believe that we wrote a song in 60 minutes. But then again, we all love music and that's what we're there for :')

What we're like :3

But for now I am off, as I am going to write more of my Winter Kiss story before I die of Sleep deprivation :P

Adios amigos!

Love you all!

Night, Emma xx