Yeah, yeah! The Young And Restless!

Hey guys!

How is everyone tonight/morning?

I'm doing great despite the fact that I'm dancing around in my room at 2:35am in the morning, but that's good isn't it? Tell you what though, I'm bloody boiling now haha

I've not really done much today, well yesterday (I can see this post getting very confusing haha) But yeah. Lewis left this morning to go to band practice which we gave him a lift home. Then went to see my Nan and Granddad which I was please about cause I really wanted to see them, cause I missed them and haven't seen them in a while.

So i went up with mum and dad, dad helped my granddad with the green house whilst me and mum stayed with Nan and looked after her. Was nice, then we came home, I attempted to write Chapter 20 of Winter Kiss, which just failed. I read some of Jill Mansell's - Falling For You. Which was a shock in a chapter, but bloody loved it, only got 30 Chapters left so that's good. May finish it by the end of the week. Though I have got to write two essays and a piece of music for college -__-

I am currently sitting on my bed in red jeans and a bra dancing around to Young Guns - Learn My Lesson at 2:43am in the morning, with it blasting through my earphones. True Bliss. If I get perverts reading my blog now, FUCK OFF YOU WANKERS!!!

But yeah, day's been good. Then went out to McDonald's for tea with Mum, Dad, George, Nan, Granddad, Bev, Sam and Charlie.

On a plus note! I have finally gotten my appetite back, which means I'm eating more and won't become 4 stone, and remain 5 stone. I know it's still bad, but it goes on my height as well, which I'm small only like 4ft 11 or something haha. And I'm 17! That's shocking. But oh well, hopefully I shall become 6 stome so then that's not that bad.

Also, I finally wrote Chapter 20, which I'm very proud of. Damn, 20 chapter son a story, that's a world record, normally I would of gave up by now and wrote a completely different story and left that one behind to rot and decay. But no, fixed it.

I went to one of Lew's mates at the weekend for a movie night, Jesus ended up watching Paranormal Activity and nearly shit myself, still scared a little, but I shall just have to think of something else. Like Young Guns or HIM, or Ville Valor or Gustav Wood haha. Should cheer me up :) But yeah was a good night, in the end we ended up watching Jeepers Creepers which was quite a cool film lol. For fucks sake, I'm scared now! Should never of mentioned it.

Don't Hold You're Breath I'm Not Losing Sleep Over You, I'm Mr. Reckless, With A Capital R!!

Sorry, just burst out singing You Me At Six. How the fuck did I get from listening to HIM, The 69 Eyes, Negative,Murderdolls and shizzle to You Me At Six? [Insert crying face here]

I shall have to listen to them more!

But yeah, there was Me, Lewis, Nadine, Scott, Natalie, Leah, Liam, Joel, Greg, Tom and Nadine's sister Hannah. God she's bloody annoying, but she likes some music I do so that's cool. But then again, mostly everyone that was there do.

In the bad notes, Jess and Ashley split up D: But she didn't want to be treated like shit, and she  hardly saw him and plus she didn't want to drag it on if it wasn't going anywhere, which is fair enough. We're going to meadowhall tomorrow anyways to search for Halloween costumes :D
Cause mum and dad finally let me have a Halloween party after much persuasion, only 15 to 20 we're supposed to be coming and in the end 20-24 are coming so it's not that bad. And only about 5 are sleeping. Which is all gravy, so I have to go out and buy shit for it. Can't fucking wait.

Oooh bought a diary as well for next year, not the diary as in "Oh so and so looked at me today blah" As in the diary where I put important shit in it. It's all blue and sparkly, small and was £1.

But for now I'm off to bed, so G'Night! Love you all whoever reads this haha
Night, Emma xx :)

They say I'm up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator!!

Heyyyy guys!

Only a short post tonight/morning cause I'm really tired and need a piss really badly haha

Not really done much today, all I've done is read my Jill Mansell book, read stories on mibba and listen to music. Plus also TRY to bloody write chapter 19 of Winter Kiss. And finally, I can tell you that I finished thaf chapter.

Thing was, I thought I would be able to write it seeing as it was like a sex chapter and with my dirty mind, thought it would be bloody easy, but it wasn't! And I got so fucking irritated and frustrated that I couldn't write it. But it's out of the way now haha.

Umm yesterday at college was good, though recently I've been feeling lile shit haha. Hopefully I will feel better soon...still needing that piss by the way. My bladders going to be fucked. Best go.

Anyways as I was saying, college was good on Tuesday. We got a new guy, no ide If I've told you this already but yeah, his names Tyler. Quite nice looking if you ask me haha, but he's a cool guy.
Yeah, woke up late, missed my bus but felt like crap anways. Got in and omg my feet and ankles we're that cold, thought they we're going to fucking fall off. No joke.

So when I entered the room, there was a slight cheer cause I was there. Which I loved hehe, but cause I was freezing, Alex took his hoodie off and wrapped it round me, then Aileen gave me her's, Tyler had stripped off his hoodie and passed it me, then Aileen stole Tom's and I had that aslo. So including my jacket, I had 5 on me haha. Such sweet people abd sweet guys to that point. Love them all.

So I was warm in the end. Alex's hoodie was warm, Aileen's was soft and fluffy, Tom's just smelt like Tom and friendly and Tyler's smelt gorgeous haha om nom nom!
Then we had seequencing, Ian left for pratically nearly an hour so Aileen and Tyler decided to play catch with Popcorn chicken, Tyler has a fetish for chicken and I crawled under the tables, where Tom said that the computer monitors looked like buildings compared to my small body haha.

Then we had band practice and we had to play our cover song infront of the class, which was a bit scary but there all nice people. Aileen was shaking bless her haha. Glad I'm a drummer and at the back lol.
But David and Alex we're fine, David helped Aileen in the end singing also, which was good lol.

Dave filmed us playing our cover and our origional song and we have to listen to them when we're next back. Off for a week now haha, going to get boring, though next Thurs I'm going to Damons with the family and Lew as a small joint birthday with George and the family. Then I've got my Halloween party on the 29th which I have a strong feeling that people haven't got their invites on FB...fucking thing!

But I'm off to bed now haha, very sleepy, didn't even mean to write that much, haha was supposed to be a quick post! Oh well, I have Learn My Lesson by Young Guns on repeat haha.

Nighy guys. I'll speak soon!!
P.s. Have a sleepy photo of Gustav

Let's live tonight like our last

Oh hey guys!

How are we all tonight?...Good I hope.

Today's been okay, just been a sleepy start haha. Was at college from 9am till 4pm today, which wasn't that bad. Though got it tomorrow from 9am till 7:30pm...Damn! I know right? Haha.

But yeah, it's been okay, got a new guy in our class called Tyler, who was on the Level 3/Music Tech course I think, but got moved down cause he was late all the time haha. He seems cool, just need to talk to him more I guess.

I need to get on the drums more too, I feel so ashamed! I've been on the drums, but not been on my actual drum in about 3 months. I feel so bad, it's just sitting there like 'Play Me!' I'm starting to think that I may be going out of it, I bloody hope I'm not but I'm not sure :/ Mmmm? *Sits in the corner and cries over drum kit*

There's this guy on my course and I know he possibly has problems like ADHD, but OMFG! He's so bloody annoying. You're sat in a class talking about music, and he will go completely off subject and talk about random shit like world war 2 or something and it's like.
"Dude! How is that relevant?!"  FFS he's so annoying.

Then today, he was all oh I can do tattooing and got 5 people lined up for tatts, so I just nicely asked does he have a Health & Safety thing. And he just went,
Kris: "No, but you don't need one anyways" ... O.O? <---Me
Me: "Dude, you do. What about all the needles and shit?"
Kris: "Most of the tattooists I know don't have Health & Safety"
Me: "Well there all illegal then, ain't they?"

Oh ffs, he was so annoying.

But other than that, the day has been good. On last Saturday I went to the pics with Jess and Lewis to see The Three Musketeers. Was an awesome film by the way, and just a general laugh to hang out with the best friend and boyfriend. Then on Sunday went to a party at one of Lewis's mates called Joel. Was okay, but filled with chavs everywhere, and I just felt sorry for Joel cause he tried to keep everything in order, plus it was his Granddad's and Nanan's house. Bless him, he's such a nice guy bless him haha.

But then me and Lew and some of his mates just walked off to the graveyard cause the cops ended up coming to the party over a noise complaint. So I got to know some people a bit better and made some new friends.
Was really nice.

But now I'm off to try and write some more chapters of my Winter Kiss story, and hopefully I shall get past this writers block haha.

Goodnight all, talk soon!
Love you all,
Emma xx

A Golden Girl With Golden Hair

Hey guys! How are we all this afternoon?

Well I'm doing great haha, the title is from a You Me At Six song, one of their new ones. And if I'm honest, I don't think it's that good. Not as good as everyone thing it is, I deffinatelly don't think it belongs in the charts, trust me I've heard better albums, but it's not that bad.

But hey! I'm now listening to Wednesday 13's new album 'Calling All Corpses' Pretty awesome from what I've heard so far, much better than the 'Sinners Never Sleep' Ha look at this post, turning into a CD review.

But yeah, college has been okay today, just been really slow to say it's a Monday. Plus I've been really tired, possible for crying all Sunday night....I'll tell you the story shall I?

Basically me and Lewis has a MASSIVE argument, that technically caused us to split up for about 10 minutues, omg I've never been so depressed in my life. I know that makes me sound like a pathetic chick, but I love him so much. I guess I just want things to go back to the way they we're and I think slowly they are, and hopefully they will. But we're okay now and we still go out. HOOZAH! So I'm praying that it won't happen again, cause next time I don't know what will really happen. I haven't told anyone, the only people that know are Lennod and Megan in America cause I know if I tell my mum, shit will kick off and if I tell Jess or Chelsea, then I dunno, I'd never hear the end of it.

It's just I saw him a lot when I was at school, and now that it gets to college and cause we both have different times, it's more awkward. But hopefully it will all work out, otherwise I will be all...



I'll be all crying like Gustav wood and Chocolate depressing like that guy over there haha So yeah...hopefully.

OMFG DAYS! THE NEW WEDNESDAY 13 CD IS FUCKING AWESOME!! IT'S LIKE NUTELLA AND PORN BUT FOR MY EARS!!! :D

Sorry for that outburst and the graphic language (Hehehe) But it's awesome, and must say the old Wednesday's back. Not like Gunfire 76, cause meh that was just pft! A downfall if you ask me. One Knife Stand is the best song on the album so far lol Hehehe

But I think I'm off cause I don't want to be late for college tomorrow for the 2nd time in a row, plus I really need a drink. Really thirsty today for some reason. SoI'm going to get a drink and read a book.

OH I DYED MY HAIR GREEN!! LOOK...

Night lovelies! Love you all!

Emma xx

RAWR I'm A Dinosaur!

Hey bunnies!

How are we all this beautiful evening? Good I hope!

Not been up to much today, pretty much did the same as I did yesterday which was... Music, write, read, write, music, read, music, write, read. The only thing that has changed in that sequence would be bath haha.

But yeah, that's all i've done. Not really much to chat about let alone nothing interesting. Lew is sleeping over at Gavin's tonight, which in all honest. I'm a bit worried about, not Lewis but Gavin. Cause in my honest opinion I think he's gay, but that's just my opinion.

I don't have anything agaisnt gays, don't get me wrong, but when he's a total dick and uses people for cash when their vulnerable (a.k.a Lewis) I don't like them. Meh, that's just me.

I'm falling in love with this Spotify more and more each day. Only downloaded it on Tuesday after college and now in three days I have...299 tracks! Fucking love the thing, got new albums on it aswell like,

Kids In Glass Houses - In Gold Blood
You Me At Six - Sinners Never Sleep
Dangerous! - Teenage Rampage (Who Me and Sam saw live with Young Guns and they kicked ass! Fucking awesome)
And just a load of Crashdiet and Hardcore Superstar that I probably never would of got.

I mean I can't have them on my ipod and shit, cause I need to download them, so it's streaming it for free. I do feel bad that i'm not paying for their albums, but atleast I'm not pirating it.

Though sadly I don't know if it only lasts for 60 Days and I fucking hope it doesn't cause I love the thing to death it's my new baby at the moment lol.

But i'm going out with my aunt Angela tomorrow which sould be fun, and then seeing Lewbear later after his councelling :) Can't wait to see him <3

Oh! I've been learning Finnish today, since I'm going next year and I need to practice up my finnish. Sandra's been helping me too, making sure this site i'm using is using the correct finnish words and shit. And next time we speak, she's going to test me on the words. Decided to keep a roter and do a different section of the site for a month. So right now i'm learning Finnish Phrases for a month and oing it for 2 hours a day :) So hopefully I shall remember something!

But i'm off for the night, since I have nothing more to write. Apart from i'm dying my hair Green on Sat/Sun and that I LOVE MY MUSIC TASTE! I'm so fucking glad I listen to other music than rock and metal all the time. It would be so boring.

But I'm off, night for now!
Love Emma xx

You need me man, I don't need you

Hey guys,

How are we all today?

Today has been a great day if I'm honest. Everyday is a great day when I'm at College, I bloody love it! <3
The best parts of the day have had to be Band Practice and the Dinner Jam haha.

It's been such a laugh with just everything. "That's what she said" Indeed.
The band ( Aileen, Alex, David and I) have been playing American Idiot by Green Day and Hanging By The Telephone by Blondie, constantly! But it's been good :D

At first I couldn't really be assed to do practice, simply cause I'm a lazy fucker. But once you get into it, it's wonderful haha. Much better I think, than the actual band I'm in right now (I know that sounds god awful!) But it's because we have actually managed to write a song in the space of an hour. Which I just find amazing, since I've been trying to get the band I'm in right now to help out with wiring music and there just like "Meh, we'll just do covers"
Yet the lead singer of the band thinks he's going to be able to go on tour just doing every one's covers? Don't think so mate.

Don't get me wrong, I do like the band I'm in, but recently I've been thinking if it's going downhill a little, you know?








Clearly Alex does not! Haha

I'm fucking loving College, I love the people on the course and in the class, there all lovely. Fact, college is much better than School, more calmer and just more awesome. You get people on you're course who actually give a shit in what they want to achieve, what they do in life. Plus they love the things that you love, I have now more people to go to gigs with, hand about, have a jam session and so on! IT'S WONDERFUL haha

So yeah, about the Dinner Jam. Basically all the people in my course always just sit in the reception, pull all the chairs together in a circle round this table and this guy called Mitchell gets out his guitar and starts to play a song, and we all sit and just jam, sing and sway to the music.
Though today Leanne and I decided that it would be cool if Mitchell started playing Wonderwall by Oasis, then Aileen joined in, then Natalie, then Leanne and I and so forth. So that's what we did, the song gradually getting louder. Was fucking awesome, bloody loved it.
Oh then there was this guy sat on his own on the next small table with his guitar, so we told him to come over and he just joined in playing and singing Wonderwall, he was on Level 3 above us, was such a lovely guy. Named Danny Taylor lol. The everyone after was like...

Loved it, so I recorded it and here it is...(If it works)

College Sing Along - Wonderwall by Oasis <--- Click it, the song should play straight away, scroll down to the bottom of the page!

Then at band practice, we used the lyrics that I had half written, then Aileen and I sat down together and wrote more lyrics up for it, and so far we have Verse 1, Chours and Verse 2 which I think is pretty awesome! Whilst Alex and David created the guitar and bass music :P Just need to ass drums to it now and we're all sorted. Still can't believe that we wrote a song in 60 minutes. But then again, we all love music and that's what we're there for :')

What we're like :3

But for now I am off, as I am going to write more of my Winter Kiss story before I die of Sleep deprivation :P

Adios amigos!

Love you all!

Night, Emma xx

18+ Gig and No Beer

Okay, so the title say's it all really. Me and the mates Chelsea and Lennod (Ellie) went to go see Lewis's band play a gig at Weststreet Live in town, but the thing was, Lew said the gig was a 16+ when infact, when we got there turned out to be an 18+ show.

So after attempting to get in on our own, through the back entrance, in with the brothers of people in the band. We finally managed to get in with the guitarist's (Danny) dad, which we are now his three daughters lol. But he's a nice guy.

The band we're suppsed to be playing at 8pm but it got bumped up to 9pm, which caused me to get pissed off cause I recently told my dad we would set off home by 9pm. But Lennod's dad gave us a lift home.

The gig turned out to be awesome as usual, though I still think some songs need to be changed round a little. Chelsea got kind of flirted with a guy called Hatchell (Liam) which was quite funny. Whilst me, Lennod and Lew decided that her and Danny B would make a chte couple...even though she dissagress, but she knows it :P

Then after the gig the three of us and Lew walked to Lennod's car in the dark forbiden town of Sheffield. Was fun, and the band got two more fans, which means next time they play, I wont be stood on my own,and hopefully it wont be an 18+ which I must say was rather pointless :/

Though it was a laugh sitting in a booth for an hour or two just chatting, laughing and Chelsea, Danny and Hatch flirting whilst the three of us girls text-chatted haha

But i'm off to bed since i'm tired and have College in the morning. YAY the joys of adulthood...pft don't think so. The photo you are about to see is of Chelsea (Left) and Ellie 'Lennod' (Right) both reciving a text from me at the same time. Found it quite awesome lol.

Also I just dowloaded this app for the phone, so I can always be with you and post random blog entries that no one reads lol xx

Night everyone xx